Siapa kita?

Korang pernah tak bila tengok dalam kawan-kawan korang, sorang bagi hadiah kat orang lain, untuk birthday dia, tapi bila birthday korang, korang tak dapat apa-apa. Mesti macam tertanya-tanya, siapa aku di mata diorg? Dia kawan dengan budak tu, dengan aku tak kawan ke?

Masa aku konvo, ada group ni aku selalu join aktiviti. kawan-kawan yang program 4 tahun atau junior untuk that group bagi la bunga, bear and wish card kat our batch yang konvo. Tapi aku tak dapat. Buat program sama-sama, kebanyakkan nya sekelas la. Rasa macam sedih juga. Apa aku bukan kawan diorg ke?

Bila pergi kolej, nak ambil barang-barang sebab bermalam kat kolej, aku ternampak kawan aku, Zul, Ayu, Geera, Jiha, Nural, Faizal dengan kawan diorg. Diorang walaupun bukan sekelas, junior 2 tahun dari aku, tapi diorg bagi sesuatu kat aku. Walaupun tak besar, tak banyak. Tapi apa yang diorg beri tu macam tanda ingatan yang sampai bila-bila aku ingat. Sedih tu hilang macam tu. Bila orang tak ada masa kita gembira, diorg ada ke masa kita sedih? U got that?

Lagi satu when my 21st birthday. She promise me to give me something. I don't expect something expensive. Just something simple. As simple a bookmark. But I got nothing, but I told myself, that's okay. It's not a big deal. But when her birthday come, I'll try my best to give something. All that I have with my small allowance and claims.

When my 23rd birthday, someone give me something that I can said it's expensive. Something that make me realize that we are close. We connect to each other. I always look at my hand when I miss our relationship together. Then as my 24th birthday passed, dia just asking any wishlist that I want? But I just want us to be together back. Or maybe something that show, we're okay to have this. I don't want any iPod, iPad, or any iThing. No. I don't want that. I want something from you voice, from your lips, say that you still love me, still remember that it isn't over. No. Never. Like we were meant forever.

Sorry for saying this, but sometimes present it's not necessarily to be a diamond ring, nice watch, a branded pen, a nice gadget. A simple hug and kiss can valuable gift for someone.

ps: happy weekend guys!